me so bad

i feel guilty these past few days .. i've been thinking silly about kiko.

i'm back to paranoia and i don't know what to do ..

God is so good to me .. even if i have loads and loads of sins .. everytime i talk to him ans let him lead me .. he always answers my prayers ..

kiko messaged me in friendster .. so it's confirmed that he is in singapore and in fact in foo yong,vietnam (where the hell is Foo Yong??)for some trainings that he needs for his job in Mediacorp. yesterday, his friend le who eventually became my friend also informed me that kiko contacted her through yahoo messenger and told the same thing in the message that he sent me. so, it is true!

thank you God for always being with me .. i just hope that everything gets well.